Can't focas on anything. There is so much to do and organise yet it has all gone over me. I can't bear to sit still.
My room, my own space, yet at the moment it is trapping me.
I hate the thought of having to leave it. That one day a stranger may live in my space and change it. It is my wallpaper, my decoration.
That is one thing that frustrates me, you ever got to see this. In many way you created this, forced me forward in my life.
Without you I wouldn't be me.