I heard you fucked it up again today. Yer, I still listen out for you. I thought maybe that this time you would of learned your lesson. But no, You let yourself ruin it again. So I can observe you, I feel sorry for both of us. How did this end like this. I still hurt and you will one day know what you have done. Lost the best thing that could happen to you.
Maybe I was the only one who could. Only one who wouldn't stop.
But I don't think I ever will. Just get better now.