When time goes slowly I tend to resort to friends. Even if I can't be with them I can at least talk to them. Sometimes my closest aren't available to talk to. This often leads to me talking to those I will greet warmly but would never consider inviting home. They are the people that makes my atmospere postive. They are the people that smile because they don't care about my worries and I don't care about theirs. They are there no matter what. To make time go faster.To make any given day slightly more bearable. No matter what.
'You look like you have been stabbed'!do I? I don't feel like I have. Stabbing would be quick and over in a flash.Stabbed.Interesting word choice.Have I gone ghostly white?I don't want to tell you the truth. You would think me an idiot. I am.I haven't been stabbed. I have been ripped.How do I explain? I can't, you will just have to believe me.I have been divided and I want to be whole.'I'm fine, I'm always ok'It's not far from the truth.I have forgotten how to feel the world.