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08/01 Direct Link
Summer's a long way. A long way, but never long enough! Too short. Time flies. Goes fast. Jumps on. Times pass. New night. New mourning. New dawn. Carry on. Carrion. Wash the stench away, left overs. Carry on! Carry on, until you're old and gray, come on now.

Summer's a long way, but we don't spend our days just waiting. We go outside. We get in! We're on vacation. Summer's a long way, but I'm tired of contemplating. I'll think new beginnings, all the time till days end. Don't matter how long it stays. Cause hey, summer's a long way.
08/02 Direct Link
Summer days they just pass too fast. It started great. It lasted long, but I do with those days could carry on a while longer still! Two months just isn't enough. Not when you don't use the time fully. Not when you get intimidated by gray days and rain, and sit indoors nice and cozy when you know that when summer's over you'll back and wish you made the most of even those weeks. But even if I was out, all day, and I needed no sleep... I wonder if two months would be enough? Summer's the time I love.
08/03 Direct Link
I had so many ideas in my head this morning. They just kept coming on, one after the other, and I thought I'd write one down, but then I got another one, and another, and yet I was tired so I didn't really get out of bed, and then when I did... all those ideas were gone. Vanished. Gray smoke in the mist of day.

I wish I had written some of them down, because some of them were pretty good! I feel like with enough effort I might be able to recall one of them - the latest one. Maybe.
08/04 Direct Link
I thought I'd write a bite. I thought I'd write. I thought I'd write just a little tonight. Just a little scribble. Just a little trial. I'd write just a little, and then I'd rest a while. I write better at days end, when I'm worked up and contemplating, when I'm tired and on vacation, from the day; from all each day sends. I work better at night, as long as I have a light, but I'd rather wake in the morning and see the day as bright, and be twice as energetic!

It'd also be good, to be telekinetic.
08/05 Direct Link
100 words a day!
Go berserk and rage!
Write a verse and taste!
This unearthly place!
Go on serve your pace!
Get a surf and wave!
Go berserk and play!
The piano cool.
I just want to battle you.
I just want to saddle you.
I just want to rattle you.
I don't know what that'd do.
I think I'm in some minds,
I don't know about others.
I still have myself,
Even if I have another.
Is that monogamy?
Stress! I got a lot in me.
Next, I'll try something else.
I'll pick up the pieces.
Walk down the steps.
08/06 Direct Link
Little did I know... that the world wouldn't end this Friday! Little did I know I'd get to see another day. Little did I know, that somebody would be my day, and little did I know it would be great.

Little did I know when I was one year... I ran around the house thinking it's no fun here! Well no, I didn't run: I was crawling in the walls. Crawling in my skin. Crawling on all fours.

Now I'm just scrawling with all force. Scribbling with all my might! And I think I'd better eat breakfast. Have a bite.
08/07 Direct Link
It's all so... random.

The chef Zeff stepped down the stairs.
Apprentice Claire appears somewhere down there.
There's a fire going on in the throne room, where's the king?
He had to go home he zoned out he had too much bling.
Bling bling. Ring ring. Answer the phone man!
The one at your doorstep. I don't want to pour steps. All over your steps. I get my own steps. I've got shows left. I'd better go dress. Just got out of bed. And breakfast is waiting. The way I'm living life it's like I'm always on vacation!! Not really.
08/08 Direct Link
Like a tiger flows, I suppose you could rise up. It wouldn't be nice but it would go. You should get out there, out there and go. Better take it fast, because the world is all too slow.

The world is all too slow. The world is all too slow. The world is all too slow. The world is all too slow. The world is all too slow. The world is all too slow. The world is all too slow. The world is all too slow. The world is all too slow.

No, sorry, it's not the world: it's me.
08/09 Direct Link
I got nine nines in my bedside table.
I got nine nines but they take a lot of space!
I got nine nines in my bedside table.
No wait - there's eight!! One must've been misplaced.

I had nine nines in my bedside table.
But now there's less, I confess!
I never had nine nines in my bedside table.
Yes I digress, I only had my NDS.

And a GBA, and a few games I play...
And a flashlight, and a handkerchief, and a key chain,
And a pocket knife, and some stickers,
And probably something else. In my bedside table.
08/10 Direct Link
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1s and 0s. Anniversary. Memorable number. Compulsory computer talk.
08/11 Direct Link
So many days... so, so many days!
Usually the sun is out. Yet for some reason I still pretend it's gray.

I've been about. I've been all around the world!
You heard it first from me - but I saw it first.

They say the truth hurts, but all I hear is lies dude.
And I don't like it - I don't like being lied to.

That's why I don't like the world. Or this life from start to finish.
But no. It's not the world, and it's not this life. It's just all these people in it.

All these greedy people.
08/12 Direct Link
Rejoice! Because my voice is back! I can sing! I can rap! I can do anything I set my mind you! I can go out without GPS and still find you! Sun! The one who breaks that winter spell: that depressing illusion. The one who always wishes me well. The one who makes me true. You are flawless. There are no mistakes in you. You are sacred. You are a place of truth! As long as you are out there I won't age or brew doom in this tasteless room. Yet, still I sit here, indoors, looking out the window....
08/13 Direct Link
I heard that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that, and there's too much to hear.
08/14 Direct Link
"Just wait until I finish!" I said to the head waiter.

He looked to me like I was the serpents son, and hissed in some unknown tongue that may all my elevators fall and I walk out there empty handed. Empty handed. Empty.

I didn't know what he meant then, and three days later I still don't know, but I'm about to take an elevator and I hope it doesn't fall. It wouldn't... would it? And what about that empty hand? What about my hands? My hands are empty now! What happens then?!

I think I'd better take the stairs.
08/15 Direct Link
Here we go with the filler... filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler cause I'm all out of time.
08/16 Direct Link
So.... what to do about red eyes?

I've tried plenty of things. Water. Chamomile. Homeopathy. Exercise. It doesn't seem to alleviate them at all. They get bloodshot eventually, no matter what I take to reduce the symptoms. I guess the one thing I could try would be... rest? No stress. Sleep well. Both this day, and the next. It's so easy in theory, but reality is complex!! At least I know the recipe, to dress me free of this mess.

So... red eyes, that's what you do about them. That's what you do about red eyes. Red eyes, yeah. Aye.
08/17 Direct Link
Hmmm.... hmmmmmmm... hmm! Hmm. Hm hm hm. Hmmm hmm hmmmm hmm hmmm hmm hmm hmmm... hmmm! Hmm? Hmm. Hmmmmm...

Hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum hum HUM hum hum, hum hum, hum hum hum!

Hmm? You want me to write something more meaningful and intellectual? I think I'll do that some other day hmm. Hmmm.... hmmmmmmm... hmm! Hmm. Hm hm hm. Hmmm hmm hmmmm hmm hmmm hmm hmm hmmm...

Hmm.
08/18 Direct Link
If the waves go by, then wave them bye!
If the waves go by, then wave them bye!
If the waves go by, then wave them bye!
If the waves go by, then wave them bye!
If the waves go by, then wave them bye!
If the waves go by, then wave them bye!
If the waves go by, then wave them bye!
If the waves go by, then wave them bye!
If the waves go by, then wave them bye!
If the waves go by, then wave them bye!
But if the waves don't go, then take it slow.
08/19 Direct Link
Grim. Life is grim. Grim like a grizzly bear eating a batch of bones. Piling them high outside the entrance of his cave - the whites stained with blood. Somewhere deep within the cave, somebody cries...

Riddled with anger, and rage, and disgust, the brave man seeks redemption. For his wife. For his leg. For his arm torn apart. He reaches for his sword, but he has none. He surmounts all the will that he can carry. He grips a bloodstained bone, from a ribcage, and stabs the grizzly bear in the dark. He dies.

It's another walk in the park.
08/20 Direct Link
Moment of silence.
A moment of silence!

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A moment of silence!

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A moment of silence!

A moment of silence.

A moment of silence.

A moment of silence!

A moment of silence!!

None as noisy as this.
08/21 Direct Link
Here we go with the filler again... filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler cause I just have no time.
08/22 Direct Link
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08/23 Direct Link
I had a dream about 100 Words last night. Just remembered it now as I started filling in a past day I'd yet to post. I was reading other people's posts, and I stumbled upon one that was all just the same word all the way through. Repetitive filler. And I started reading other posts, and it was all over the place, spreading all over, everybody doing what I've been doing, and I wondered if I was the one that started it all? The potential realization came to me like a chill, because it was crap. And then I woke.
08/24 Direct Link
I'm thinking about life and stuff. I feel like I think too much about stuff like this sometimes. I should just live. I should get out. I should move around. I should do more. I should make an effort to make something valuable of my time, instead of scrawling down these notes I scrawl, but don't we all... have some obsessions? I feel I had too many, I thought I learned my lessons, but then I got back to this, from step two, to step one, and mind you (No! Forget you!!) here I am. I still give a damn.
08/25 Direct Link
August... feels like so long ago. Last summer passed in a flash. So fast. So long ago. I look at the lines of my screen as I read. I feed my brain with routines, and print. I don't like to squint. The lines of the page don't erase, they stay in my eyes, lines on a blank canvas, lines that move as I move, like shutter and sun. I should turn on f.lux. I should go to bed. I should rest my head. I should not buy Lux soap because it sucks. Or at least it did. I bid,
08/26 Direct Link
Sometimes a hundred words are so easy to write. Sometimes it's not so.
Sometimes a hundred words seem to fill a whole A4 page. Sometimes they fit in just a little box.
Sometimes a hundred words seems like the perfect amount, even and easy.
Sometimes the story just won't fit the match.
Sometimes a hundred words seem so unnecessary. A little bit of nothing at all. A ramble. Random mumbo jumbo. A scrawl.
Sometimes, they make perfect sense. They're a glimpse of life you can read quick and comprehend.
Sometimes, I like to start lines the same, because it's easier.
08/27 Direct Link
I just want to... be free! I just want to live in peace, and harmony. I want to find bliss. I want to rush, but I want to be calm. I want to wake up energetic. I don't want trouble. Trouble? Forget it. I want to feel well. I don't want to need or dwell. I want to just be. I want to just see. I want to hear. I want to smell. I want to sense! I want to live in the now, not in the past tense. But still, I do want a Benz. If that makes sense.
08/28 Direct Link
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08/29 Direct Link
All the concerts I'll be going to in September... I'm looking forward to them! I don't know how many artists will actually be my taste, but that doesn't really matter. It's all about getting out and getting a taste for live music, and getting some energy. Even music I don't like sounds different when played live. It sounds better. More intense. At least that's the impression I've gotten so far, but maybe all artists aren't as good live as the ones I've listened to. People say so, but I've yet to stumble upon one that isn't We shall see soon.
08/30 Direct Link
Thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty thirty.

Thirty like the packages of mackerel filets I bought today, dipped in tomato sauce and salt. They'll last me till 2018... if I don't eat them. When I bought them they seemed like much, but how much don't we eat in a mere year? Looking back, I feel like I should've bought double. I could saved myself future shopping trouble. All at a great rebate too. Mackerel filets. Thirty cans.
08/31 Direct Link
Last day of August, and for me that means: back to Stockholm. Back to work. Back to routine. Back to computers. Back to a back that hurts. Back to all that that hurts. Back to facts I serve. Back to a truth I don't like to hear. Excuse? I'm aware. Beware: in the city there's more people, and you don't sleep well, cause there's so silence, and you hear silence, and then there's evil, and you don't feel well, and it's so mindless, yet people pass by and it seems they're having FUN. How could they be? In this slum.