Today like no other is breezy, Waiting for the sun to shine in this darkness. I feel nothing but the pain cancer plays with my family like a game. First my Aunt, Then my Mother , then my Grandmother and now my Nalah. My dog the girl who has my heart; She can barely walk because its crept up on her spine. I try to sit here and act like its fine but at the end of the days its not. I know god wants her now but shes mine. They have to put her to sleep this weekend so this is goodbye.