was one hella day. I can't believe I was able to survive this freaky
Wednesday. Oh, God. I can still clearly see myself struggling with
tummy ache. Oh, poor me. I had to hit the restroom after every hour. Good thing I didn't faint along the way. Tummy cramps made me feel so weak. Cold sweat's all over my body. Can you just imagine my struggle? That was really a terrible experience I never want to happen
again in my life, never when I'm in the office again. Gosh. It wasn't really a good start of the month. Nah.
are moving to our new office tomorrow. Finally. Today, we already packed our
things. There is no more backing out. Schedule's final. Today, everyone fills in their
boxes with their personal stuff. Papers. Books. Pens, etc. Boxes were
already sealed. We are just waiting for the movers to pick them all up and transport them to our new workplace tomorrow. Am I excited? Of course! It's a new office, new
environment, new work schedules, new everything! Who wouldn't get
excited? Change is coming. Haha! I just hope it's gonna be more comfy and motivating working in there. Fingers crossed!
always say it that having a brother in my life is one of the greatest
gift I've ever received from God. I may be too lucky enough because
He gave me two. Ever since I got here in Manila to work, Kuya has
always been very supportive to me. He was always there, ready to help
when I asked him. I rarely hear a “NO” from him. If he can, he'll
help me without having second thoughts. Indeed, I am a very lucky
sister. Last week, we went out for a date. Yey! And I realized, we are in a city just a ride away from each other but it seems we've been separated by miles and there is just so much to catch up on each other's lives. And so I thought, we should go out and talk more often than usual. Hola, brother!
our first day in our new office building. Everything's new. The
entire building's not yet fully furnished even. But we already have
to move in. Work schedule's different to so I have to embrace a huge
adjustment, my body clock, meal hours and sleeping hours, too. I am
also trying to make myself comfortable in this kind of place where
people walks by the hallway every time. It was a bigger space, too
but of course, lesser privacy for every team. Yep, it's pretty much a whole new world. I just hope everything falls into place, in time. Yeah!
been thinking about writing someone a letter. Someone I haven't met
yet. A letter so intimate and honest enough to contain all the
feelings I have been keeping inside all this time. I want to write
someone a letter thanking him in advance. A letter that will
encapsulate all the love I've been saving for him. A letter that will
reflect how strong I am for having withstood everything independently
all these years. A letter that will tell him how imperfect I am and I
can never assure a perfect relationship for us two but I will do
everything I can just to prove him that I will never ever let
anything break the knot that binds us together to become the perfect
couple we dream to be. I'll write to you soon, my future better half.
much as possible, I don't want to look. I don't want to hear. I don't
want to think. I've been thinking about it lately. What if I came
here a little earlier? Would things change? Or would it be just the
same? Is it just me or things aren't really on my favor? They were
all on her side. Am I getting so jealous? Well, maybe I am. How I
wish I get the same treatment from my environment. How I wish I also
get those genuine smiles and help from them. With all these, I cannot
help but think about it over and over again. And so I guess I'll have
this feeling everyday, too.