Its over, there was no reconciliation, no attempt to stop the fire. She and I both let it die and now amongst the grey skies of tomorrow I watch the memories fade. No longer my wife. No longer my friend. Just a shell of a man lost to time and hurt. My pain is minor compared to others, yet it is my pain and I wear it well. Standing on the edge of forgiveness and despair, I wonder if I will be able to continue forward. I am alone and it seems that everyone around is not. I seek the sun!