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August 8, 2008
I think much of my sadness at losing you is knowing that it was probably my last chance at loving someone and being loved like that.

It took me a long time to accept that you really did love me. I got paranoid about silences, and worried that I might do something to drive you away, until you made me see that it made you sad when I didn't feel confident of your love. And so I learned to trust you, to feel secure and warm that you truly loved me.

Just when I lost the paranoia, it proved true.