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August 6, 2008
"Of all my demon spirits I am haunted by you most..."

It is like a haunting. Sometimes I feel your loss sweep over me with no visible cause - I can't even work out afterwards what sound or sight or smell brought you to mind, just that you are there and not there, insubstantial and tearing at my heart.

Today has been better though; maybe tomorrow will be better still. It's not so much a matter of the pain getting less as of breaking it down into manageable pieces. A bit at a time, and not letting it overwhelm me.