November 23, 2006
You will not find salvation in leading others out of the darkness that you have made your home. As long as you dwell within it and allow its charms to consume you, the light will never find you and will never lead you to the redemption your spirit so desperately craves. You are too comfortable in your damnation to ever allow yourself to see what there is beyond its borders. You desire to suffer. It is sad that you will be the savior of so many and cannot save yourself. It is you who deserve salvation more than any other.