October 31, 2006
I used to have reasons to dress up, smoke that eyeliner, buy bras other than monochrome colors and order martinis even though I'm a whisky type girl. It was only about three months ago but its been a lifetime. I haven't had a crush, a boy toy, anything vulgar to entertain the mind. My concern is not the why it hasn't happened. I could use a break from testosterone. But when is it going to happen again? When is something other that a physically disabled man or a roach carrier boy is going to make me feel like a woman.