October 21, 2006
Now is the appropriate time, if ever there was, to begin considering what is fulfillment. Can I lay this burden upon the humbleness I'm attracted to? Is it a person, place, or thing that will quiet the emptiness. I cannot see why when a man stands next to me, sleeps by me, with me, I would find reason to stop yearning for something else. In fact, I don't think I seek anything, just the next opportunity to desire something other than what I crave at the moment. I'm locked into a cycle that I will not blame anyone else for.