October 20, 2006
He is feuding with his in laws. He is telling me every minute detail. The kind where someone interrupts themselves to add flavor here and there. I'm basking in someone else's drama, just jolly. At the same time, relieved, so relieved that he never was insinuating an affair. For a while there I worried, wearing loose pants and little makeup. But he's dedicated to her. He would die without her he says. And soon as he said it, I found him attractive and wanted to be his dessert on the side. So much for my chaste mind.