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November 30, 2007
sharing; taking part of part in, being some of a whole
out of control, alive

ourmother is still alive still some semblance of her self herself still so not dead, not even dying and with her gusto absent her force is yet living this aspect full bore such as it is, there is a lesson here
there is a certain centrism that would cast this simply as sad, misses the point
to say I am sad is different,
to say visiting her is stressful–it takes a huge toll–is true but I wonder what the racket is

she is at peace