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June 12, 2007
tomorrow is my motherís birthday. i usually miss holidays like fatherís or motherís day, and birthdays. this doesnít mean i donít careó-i frequently forget my own birthday. it just means that i have a bad memory. sometimes i wonder how this has affected my relationship with my mom. still, we never had a great relationship to begin with. there was always something missing, something that didnít sit well between us. i could never figure out what it was. iíve never really felt at ease around my relatives. what worries me is, how will it be with my own children?