February 21, 2007
The last delivery arrived today. Hooray for the washing machine! Crashing in at midday was a colossal headache. So after receiving results from the doctor, Iíve yielded and started BP meds. Iím angry and upset that my body just doesnít function well. Iím worried about how to deal with side effects and drug interactions. Itís scary to read about side effects. I need a solution with less pain, better quality of life, and ability to still have fun. I donít want to be 300 pounds, depressed and frigid. For tonight, however, Iím exhausted. So after a paper entry, Iím crashing.