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July 27, 2006
I'm sitting on the subway heading downtown thinking about leaving again. What do I do? I'm unhappy or happy with things the way they are. I am quite depressed and anti-social. I feel invisible. I want to be invisible to everyone.

From the subway to a wall, I dive. I plunge in to the water. There is a submarine, a big black hulk below me. I'm caught in the wake and tossed about. Back on the surface I see ships. The water is oily around me. I search for something or someone, but I don't know what, I don't remember.