May 6, 2004
It is what it is. I've spent what feels like years of my life studying everything from the XYZ Affair to the fucking energy crises, from the Halfway Covenant to the Civil Rights Commission. I'm done. I will try to do well tomorrow, and if I don't do well…well, who I am kidding, I will probably break something. I just spent the last hour reading the September 10th and 11th, 2001, of every 100 Words entries for that month. Reading about the clear split in each of their lives, between sanity and chaos. It still hurts, and I still cry.