October 3, 2003
This morning a problem that had been nagging the underside of my conscious thoughts for weeks finally rose to the surface. I was fuming. Stupid artistic advisory committee. They took my idea and went running in the opposite direction. None of the songs I suggested got used in the fall's concert program. We were supposed to use music from many different spiritual traditions, but most of what we ended up with is Christian. I'm embarrassed to have been part of the process. Why do I bother getting involved in anything? Nobody listens to me. I want to quit, quit, quit.