October 24, 2003
She told me that she couldn't take it when I was mad at her. I wasn't sure exactly why she was bringing that up at the time. I wasn't mad at her at all. Was there something I didn't know about yet? You know, I can't really recall ever being mad at her. Maybe once. She's made me disappointed and sad. She's even made me feel pretty bad at certain moments in our emotionally charged relationship. But I can't really get mad at her because it just hurts too much venting that kind of energy on her. I love her.