November 22, 2002
I'm confused about Ted, my ex-boyfriend now friend. Just recently we've gotten closer; before we were just sort of friends. We pretty much talk every night, for hours. I was at his house tonight, and I realized how comfortable I feel around him. I don't feel so… able to be myself with any guy other than him. We spent an hour or two in the hot tub, and now I don't know… do I like him or not? Does he like me or not? Do I have the courage to ask him out? It seems I never have the courage.