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October 22, 2002
I have been having trouble falling asleep these past few days. I close my eyes and my mind takes me places I don't want to go. In the past I have believed that the only way to get past horror thoughts is to let them run their course, my beliefs have changed. I lay awake in bed every night and try to keep reminding myself of the good things in life. The fact I am alive and get to experience existence. Living in and of itself is beautiful.

I am 18 and I fear I am getting old too quickly.