April 21, 2002
I went to Players tonight thinking that somehow it wouldn't be that bad. I was wrong. I love my friends and would do what I can for them but there are some things I just don't want right now. What happened tonight reminded me of just how terribly alone I can feel. I don't know if I want to go out again, at least, for the time being. I met someone really nice tonight that I wouldn't mind getting to know better. I just don't see it happening though because I don't have any other context outside of the club.