April 16, 2002
I want to say that I still can't figure myself out but I think that's a lie. I'm pretty sure I have a good idea about what's going on. I'm lonely. I want someone. The situation is as easy as that. I also feel like I don't have any purpose these days. I feel that once I'm done with college, that's it, I'm done with life. This all goes hand in hand with me thinking about growing older. I'm towards the end of the downslide to thirty. Not that thirty is really that old except when you are in college.