April 12, 2002
I've been experiencing silence a lot these past few days. Not the silence of no noise but of no voice. The only time I've been actually talking to another person has been when I am at school. When I am at home, there is no one to hear. Jeff is always gone at work. Charlie is pretty much living with his fiancé. I find myself dreading coming back here at times. But now there is nowhere for me to go after I am done with classes. Only two years ago there was Victor and apartment 13 downtown. Nostalgia is me.