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April 2, 2002
its strange - i've been very "aware" of my heart lately. physically i mean. i can feel it sitting inside my chest - like an object removed from the rest of my body. thump thump. maybe its trying to tell me something. the rest of my organs are not complaining. just sort of there - i suppose i'd notice if they'd stop being there. it makes me cringe a little - being so aware of my heart - makes me feel like covering it with my hands and pressing on it hard. disturbing. body parts are such bizarre things. [ends]