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October 5, 2020
The evidence of experience #29:
Experience has taught me to shortcut through life, skipping over the highlights because they won’t be so surprising after all, and not even blinking, as I run on auto-pilot. This is the danger, after years of trial and error, of knowing what I want and like. Ironically, danger is the least of my concerns in this life. All risk is removed: I hear what I expect to hear, find what I look for. Living without randomisation, I feel that the essential sap has been sucked out of my life and been replaced with lemons soup.