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July 9, 2019
How do I stop this pervasive guilt? I don't know what to do. I feel guilty when I'm not writing, yet when I am writing, I feel like I'm being neglectful of something. Same thing happens when I'm doing anything for myself, like reading or just sitting quietly doing nothing. Then I feel bad because I should have spent that time doing something more useful. I guess these thoughts will plague me forever. I woke up somewhat depressed this morning thinking that if I died today, I would not be going to heaven. But I'm to the point where... do we even go there?