June 18, 2019
The additive qualities, the sense of increase, make me feel that I have, how can I say it, grown something, made progress although I know the fallacy of this. When has just adding something made an outcome better? What I speak of … what I speak of here is the drive to believe that what I am doing has value, is not only purposeful but enriching and life affirming, and creative. The opposite is unbearable: to believe that what I do is redundant or worse, that I detract from and make it worse, is something I cannot resign myself to.