November 8, 2018
Trying to arrange things for maternity leave already. All of this is very alien to me. It will get easier with each successive kid. I realized that sex is powerful and scary, not because of trauma or abuse associated with it or anything like that, but because it creates life. Pardon the pun, but you can't fuck around with sex. People try to, with all this birth control and stuff, but in the end, God still rules and he determines when we are born and die. Humans are such control freaks. Why do we want to have such great responsibility?