August 2, 2018
Well, the phone situation finally resolved itself. Or we resolved it. I wish I could write something beautiful again. I could, but again, it is a matter of prioritizing. I haven't been obsessing about the baby as much. Too many other things to think about. For some reason, my brain calmed down today and I stopped worrying. I guess it figured I had enough all the rest of the days. My husband was well behaved. I don't know if I felt the baby move or not, but sometimes I swear I did. It is so fleeting that by the time I acknowledge it, it's gone.