April 20, 2017
Ten years since the original April 20. I can't believe it has been that long since it all happened. Ten friggin' years and what has changed? I think I'm a bit smarter. I'm a bit more assertive. I'm less scared of everything on God's green earth. I've conquered my anxiety a bit without having to resort to prescription medications. My self-esteem is better, though still fragile. I'm still as self-centered as I was. I still post TMI on the Internet. I still try to help people who won't accept my help and can't be helped. Codependent as hell.