October 6, 2016
Once again, my brain is taken over by shyness. Don't know what to do about it. I wish all this anxiety would simply evaporate. It's not that easy. I wish I wouldn't be so jealous all the time. It's not that easy to just snap out of jealousy. I see someone smarter than me or more knowledgeable than me about a certain subject, and I suddenly want to slap them in the face. I guess I'm still not satisfied with myself yet. I wonder if I will ever be. I hate how many times I've used the word/letter "I."