February 11, 2015
Dream: A weird and wonderful sensation of being on the ground looking across various colored crops and simultaneously overseeing the same fields. Across the field is the BIG house where guests stay. I said to Brad, "You got exactly what you wanted in retirement, it's all here." He gave an unconvincingly affirmative response. Revelations: living in the present yet seeing the arc of the end is taxing. The skillet and fire were not where they needed to be. Brad's isolation from his family made him unhappy. Justifying one's life, to who? Who gets to judge the significance of our efforts?