November 18, 2014
Today is November 18, a day of supreme importance for reasons I can barely remember and that nobody else knows about. It had something to do with another human being (or a few human beings) and how the world was always choosing November 18 to turn over back in the days when I still let "fate" or "coincidence" decide my path. I can't do that now. They are always telling me to be an active character in my own life, which is almost impossible when all I want is to be a passive character in others' lives. Just drift along.