July 21, 2013
It's depressing to be with someone who isn't happy. Especially when nothing you can do will make that person feel better. I'm starting to realize that the people I tend to be friends with are not happy people. That's got to change. But then again, perhaps I'm not the happiest person in the world, either. I try to be cute and hyper and spontaneous (but the older I get, the more that fails), and I don't know if that comes across as happy or not. I know I can make some people laugh, not change their general state of mind.