June 25, 2013
It's 7:00 am. I've been up for an hour already and laid in bed, counting breaths for an hour before that. Today is different. Not by the schedule or the weather, but by a significant shift in my internal rudder. Today, I'm divorced. I'm single, solo, alone. I have a sense of my safety eroding. Yet, these are just images in my mind that I'm toying with; looking at all facets of the new reality. No one knows the future. I have skills, friends, perhaps a better relationship with past husband now than before? One step at a time.