February 23, 2013
The drama, the perverse intensity of wrapping up the ending is startling. It screams for escape...I want to run out the door. But there is the pile of things to be dealt with, that I don't want . There's the judgement and annoyance that sis wants everything that is three dimensional. The whole process is excruciating in emotions and in length. I hate everyone. I want to be done. I want to go to my own little house and close the door and never see them again. Of course this is just more venting to keep me sane. Not really.