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February 13, 2013
My rant, Part II:

I understand now (to some extent) why I cannot have a relationship. Low self-esteem. I wouldn't wish myself on any person. My self-esteem is too low and my ego too delicate for anyone to have a decent relationship with me. Do I have the will to work on my self-esteem so I can get better and one day have a good relationship? Not really. I don't have much incentive to get into a relationship. I am not ready for that kind of responsibility, nor do I have the ability to trust another person.