September 19, 2001
Hung out in East Hmpton. I was going to take a shower, I was going to catch a 7:30 Jitney, or maybe take a train. An 8:00 o’clock train. There was no 7:30 Jitney or 8: o’clokc train. I printed out some fanfic, and headed out. I got on the 11:02 train and I was feeling good. Maybe a little jittery, but energetic. Eat some kit kat bars, and did some rerading for school. Got out at Lorimer, and then it went wrong. I got to my building I could feel my stomach clench. I won’t be going to work.