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April 21, 2012

I was thinking earlier that I should take the 3:00 Ativan.† I had the impression that I was rushing through the house screaming some mad pre-verbal chant, my eyes so wide open that my head still hurts. I had the feeling I was on roller skates, the old kind with trucks; not the in-line kind. I think Iím ok now, but the memory of that earlier vision scares me. Knowing that the Ativan will likely put me to sleep while I am now having a fairly productive afternoon puts me off a little too. To Ativan or to not Ativan.