Iíve been thinking about my piano lately. She has been talking to me again. It is often those things I am most afraid of that become the brightest points in my life.† I know what it feels like to touch those keys. It is like these keys, only the transformation is more immediate; the fingers go deeper and bloom in your heart.† It demands a certain abandon, a letting go of other things in life.† I donít think those things matter much anymore.† Some no longer exist. Others no longer have audible voices or perhaps have forgotten I am here.