April 7, 2012
He doesn't love me. He still doesn't quite know where he stands, and what he stands for. He doesn't know who he belongs with, and he doesn't know what he means to me. He doesn't love me... but not because he lacks desire to love me. He is simply incapable of loving. He has not realized who he is. He is caught between the youthful life and the desire to settle down. I do not want to force him. I cannot rush him into one decision or another. I might be able to influence him, but only in subtle ways.