February 22, 2012
It's sometimes hard for me to tell which of my fears and worries are legitimate and which are only inside my head. I know that makes it seem like I'm mentally ill (and I firmly believe that all humans are mentally ill in certain ways), but I am jealous, and I wonder if my jealousy is even warranted. In certain ways, I don't believe it is, but in other ways, I feel like there is substance to it. I could talk about it, but I don't want to seem like a jealous harpy over it. I guess it's illegitimate, then.