January 13, 2012
Yesterday was confusing for me. And today is Friday the 13th. I wonder what kind of interesting things will happen today. The reason yesterday was confusing is because of relationships. I'm not sure I even want to be in one. Maybe I just want a friendship. Maybe all I want is a person to talk to and trust. I don't want any of that lovey-dovey-let's-get-married-sex-and-kids stuff. I want innocence and to some degree, all I ever wanted was innocence. I am not a bad girl. I am an innocent good girl at heart.