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August 19, 2011
It was the last day today. I would be home soon. Somehow the day mecifully went seemingly quickly.
Yet the same dragging to places and being forced to smile.
The truth is I can't understand how you can't see I'm not enjoying this. How I don't know what i want to do. I like Devon yes.
But I can't really explain.
This isn't what I want to like. So being forced into it makes me drag my heels.
Maybe I am being ungrateful.
But after being forced to accept things.
I don't think I can plaster this smile much longer.