August 17, 2011
I struggle with frustration in all honesty. The fact that no matter what I say it wouldn't be what you would like. I view a family that wouldn't notice if I slipped away. Yet always insist of holding me in place. It frustrates me how I could of been your everything yet like many things I know what will happen. End up with someone for the sake. You could of been my love story. The could of and would ofs slowly stacking up. But that would involve change. The one in my messdup world is a lie I created to give comfort. You don't deserve me. We could of been special. you choose yorself.