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July 28, 2011
Yesterday it was dinner with the ex.  I thought for a while I could rediscover what had been whittled away. He's still a decent, loving, caring person. He has a big generous heart. But he's high energy, intense, and tends to whack out every once in a while and I just can't take any more of that.

I tried. Didn't work out.

He's accepting that as much as he can, but he still feels like he needs me, so he's always calling me, like I'm his best friend.

I'm not. But in lieu of an actual friend, I'll do.