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July 8, 2011
I get a little frantic because I don't yet know what to expect. The control freak in me hates that. I want to know, to understand. I feel a loss of control when I don't know.

How much food? What sort? How much water? What if I bring too little? No guns allowed, but should I bring some sort of weapon? What would be the use; I don't know how to defend myself with or without a weapon. I don't know if I can count on my group to help.

I don't fear the event. I fear not knowing.