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February 22, 2011
Reading most of my posts here you wouldn't think that I am NO LONGER DEPRESSED. What the hell is wrong with me!?

I've been thinking of writing letters to the people who've fucked me over in the past. Truly honest, brutal, potentially hurtful or terrifying letters.

Of course I'd never send them. I'd just want to get it all down, perhaps in the hope of sorting out my thoughts about these matters.

But what foolish hopes these are! Years of ruminating and hours of therapy haven't made a difference, why should this?

Perhaps I'm subconsciously planning to really send them.